Where has it gone?

Ok, so I did not want to turn this blog into a kabitz sheet, and ended up not posting much at all! Sigh. Just can't win!

Well, here I am 35 weeks 5 days and starting to get panicky... OMG it is just about over!!!! Where has the time gone?

Nothing is ready, no nursery, no clothes all cleaned and ready to go. No birth plan. Jeesh I have not even been able to get through my hypnobabies class work! Nothing packed for the hospital. No diapers.

I feel like such a slacker. Too tired to get out of my own way. Too big to even care if my toenails look like they belong on a sloth.

But yet the nesting instinct keeps on creeping in, making me feel like bad mommy of the year again. But then the exhausted, "I worked 8+ hours, and cared for a rambunctious 4 yo DD" mommy calmly states "F it all! I need a nap!"

Sigh... I guess in the end it will all work out. Somehow. Ok, where is my nappy blanket?